I am NOT alone

Heartbreaking 

Soul aching

Loud shattering crack

every essence 

of all with in

has felt as if it was never coming back

none of it is meant to be

handled on my own

life is not such a simple task 

where you walk the path alone.

it's in the hands of the the One who knows

through his humiliation, thrashings, and scars

all the pain, sorrows, and unknowns

for he knows our every part

from beginning to end

he knows no bounds

to stop him or contain

so i release it all 

my love, tears, and pain 

for him to restore, redeem, and renew again

my everlasting saving grace.

though the storm keeps crashing down 

as i lose all that I have held so dear

he will take good care that I do not drown

for he can see things more clear

no doubts consume the broken halls

no trial do i run from him again

i've done that once and had my fall

never do i desire that same abyss 

so hope and longing 

are hung like stars

with unconditional love the sky

for he created all of it

and hears my every cry

so i cry....broken at his feet

huddled in his arms of grace and mercy

i am not alone.